Writing Emotionally

“I’m just saying, when your partner knows to press the right button to make you feel emotional about it, that’s where they would start playing with your mind and when you start to doubt your own perception, you are likely to buy into what they are telling you. Way back then, I couldn’t point it out what was consuming the happiness out of me. I just knew when we were together, there was something odd...a heavy feeling from within that's telling me I shouldn't be here. I'm aware that there's no perfect relationship, but if you had any hesitations, doubts or feel confused, you should consider to rethink about what you really want. It would be a wise decision to trust your instinct cause there are things that our eyes couldn't see but our feelings could tell. Back when he was still courting me, I already felt the pressure of his manipulation. It was a strategy that I failed to realized sooner. It started when I rejected him through a text message. He wasn't sa...

Love saves lives but it can also take away one. So to those who wants to love and be loved in return, think again. It is not for the weakhearted. Depression is just one process that you must tackle when you get rejected or cheated. Remember that love may lift you up but it may also drop you down. Love may complete you, but it may also break you to pieces. So be strong at heart when you choose to fall in love and most importantly don’t forget to pick up yourself when you break down, get up when you fall, and don’t be afraid to Love again…wiser this time. Now, how to be wise in love? or in life? As a Proverb goes:

Love may be the most awesome experience in life yet it may took you by surprise in many things. Once upon a time I was younger, full of love and just starting to pull myself out of my shell. And yes, I found love and I was loved. The relationship was good but tight... too tight that it burns and bores me in time. We broke up and I moved on easily. I tried to pull myself out a little bit more and searched for another love...a different kind this time. And yes, I found someone but it wasn’t for love. It was for adventure...how is it like to be with someone like this -cool, confident, cocky with a bad boy image.

It’s the choices we make consciously or unconsciously! There are many things that causes us to break down. There are many unmet expectations, broken promises, unsuccessful relationships, disoriented goals and unanswered prayers that makes us feel miserable. But when we only look closer and deeper within our very soul, we realize that we are the one responsible of what we are feeling today, whether good or bad, happy or sad. It’s the choices we make consciously or unconsciously.

Nobody is perfect. We made mistakes! Some say life has no second chances. They said we are always moving forward and never backwards. We can never rewind what we had with the ones we loved. We cannot bring back the happy times and the memories we once shared with the people whom we lost. Well, I guess they are right and I am wrong… But for me a second chance doesn't mean we need to go back to our past and tweak it.

Here's a Relatable Poem about our Choices in Life . I walk down the street. There is a hole. I don't see it. I fall in. It isn't my fault. It takes a very long time to get out. I walk down the same street. There is still a deep hole. I pretend not to see it. I fall in. I pretend it's still not my fault. It takes a long time to get out. I walk down the same street. There is still the same deep hole. I see it. I fall in anyway. It's a habit. I get out quicker this time. I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole. I see it. I walk around it. I don't fall in. I walk down a different street. -- Portia Nelson