Let Go of the Poisonous Past
Dear Challenge,
The harder you pushed to destroy us, the more you hurt yourself. You were so busy telling people how we hurt you yet in the process everything you've said just backfired and ruined you too. You know what you have done but you just won't admit it to yourself that you pushed too far to the point that you don't care if it destroys you so long it would make us feel miserable like how you do. You were so blinded by your hatred that you can't even draw a line between fighting for your right and just being challenged. I knew you were just challenged the moment you realized that you no-longer had control of the situation and things didn't go to the way you've planned... and karma is making you suffer.
Partly you thought you were fighting for your right, but it was all dictated by your pride... and so you can't seem to stop yourself for fighting for the reasons that you think were right cause doing so you admit defeat. There were few times you really got into our nerves and it makes us want to play your game... but someone told us not to be attached with any negative behavior cause it will bring us down. We should just stay quiet and calm even people expect us to be enraged by now. Another friend told us that only desperate people would try to bring others down cause they're already down there...what else would they got to lose. We're sorry if things turned out badly for you. You keep telling people that we caused you such suffering... but guess what? It wasn't us. You just want to blame it on us and you play to be the victim in all this so you'll gain everyone's sympathy. Does it make you feel good? We pitied you, they pitied you and some hated us and some hated you. Isn't that enough for you still? You are stuck on your pain because instead of doing the right thing, you just go deeper down there. As for us we have nothing to let go because all we ever wanted is to hold each other. Things would have not been like it was for you only if you learned to let go of things that has already set you free. I know you are not broken, you are just "pride and challenge"... but time will come that you must release yourself from the imprisonment of the past. I know you can recover someday and when you do, I just hope you are not blinded by your hatred anymore. I want you to know I always pray for you... for enlightenment and peace.
Partly you thought you were fighting for your right, but it was all dictated by your pride... and so you can't seem to stop yourself for fighting for the reasons that you think were right cause doing so you admit defeat. There were few times you really got into our nerves and it makes us want to play your game... but someone told us not to be attached with any negative behavior cause it will bring us down. We should just stay quiet and calm even people expect us to be enraged by now. Another friend told us that only desperate people would try to bring others down cause they're already down there...what else would they got to lose. We're sorry if things turned out badly for you. You keep telling people that we caused you such suffering... but guess what? It wasn't us. You just want to blame it on us and you play to be the victim in all this so you'll gain everyone's sympathy. Does it make you feel good? We pitied you, they pitied you and some hated us and some hated you. Isn't that enough for you still? You are stuck on your pain because instead of doing the right thing, you just go deeper down there. As for us we have nothing to let go because all we ever wanted is to hold each other. Things would have not been like it was for you only if you learned to let go of things that has already set you free. I know you are not broken, you are just "pride and challenge"... but time will come that you must release yourself from the imprisonment of the past. I know you can recover someday and when you do, I just hope you are not blinded by your hatred anymore. I want you to know I always pray for you... for enlightenment and peace.
Experiences teaches us in life, and it guides us not to repeat the same mistake…that’s how it should be.
Let go of the poisonous past and live the abundantly beautiful present... today.
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