Writing Emotionally

My life now seems to be difficult, often times lost and no direction, aiming but not hitting, no definite meaning, struggles on a daily basis and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out.. What am I doing right? The fact that everything will be allright doesnt make anything allright now... But giving up doesnt make anything better either, not now, not ever.. We are lucky to get second chances, and it is up to us to make things work the second time around... I am blessed to have more chances than I deserve and I will do better than my best this time... I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable...racked with sorrow, and almost desperate, but through it all I now know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.

     I believe writing my heart out is one path to healing myself. The moment I start to jot down the breathing of my heart, my tears run down off my cheeks. In my most emotional mind state, I am able to reflect, give some thoughts about it, validating and absorbing my true situation. I am like a child expressing my heart out to my father, and it comforts me after. The best part about it is when I came to a realization -realizing the bright side out of it.- and accepting what happened without taking it personally. It feels great to let emotions out especially when I got no one to talk to. Now you know it's okay to speak on a paper or creating blog post like you are talking to a listener.